Sunday, February 8, 2004

- i fear spiders. i fear being different but i also fear being the same as everyone else. i fear that even if i truly believe in something, i can't speak of it because i may offend someone somewhere. i fear that i hurt people even if i never want to. i fear that i am my one and only true friend. i fear people. i fear being perfect, but i also fear being anything less than that. i fear being secluded and not included. i fear the dark and all of the monsters under my bed. i fear being successful in life but not happy with the success i have acheived. i fear not pleasing everyone. i fear not finding something that i am the best at. i fear needles. i fear i don't have a voice strong enough to defend myself against what people might say about me. i fear what people might say about me. i feear that i will be considered crazy. i fear death. i fear there isn't a place for me in this world.

- in conclusion, cats are stupid and dogs bark.